Maze

I am thinking to do something, not sure what to.

Not interested in – Work in the office from where I am typing this currently

Interested in – Music, Reading a book , Watching a movie, Traveling to a place in the wish list, Learning something about shooting out with my cam, learning about film direction, farming, philanthropy, learning painting..

Well there seems to exist more choice in what I want to do, but I do something which does not lure me enough.

Ironically, the one which does not fascinate me is the one that pays me and my bread, at least as of now.

So why is this designed so ? is it like the quote ‘Other side of river is always greener’ ? or I got stuck in a maze where I got used to, missing the other part of bigger adventure ?

Most of the heart is pushing me to break and get out into the vast ocean of freedom, wishing to be a freemen not bounding to four walls that are around me and my mind, to let things go, to float and not bound to the things from the gone past and coming future…

May be or may not be the world outside this part of maze is ecstatic or a peaceful white lotus or a rugged terrain, I need to know it.

Push and push and push….