From day one,
Every single movement right from moving from a men to women,
The later giving the place to nourish, freedom to grow,
Though u suck from inside her and outside,
The former melting all his physical and mental to mould thee,
Thy taking a few days to blink, to search around, to identify, to hold the fingers, (more…)
life keeps changing… always and always…here too some change..change in location…. change in people around..change and change…. is it gonna answer all my questions which was running across early…. may be…may be not….still it is a change….once i feel the answers are near will write again on this..till then i just keep tasting the change…..
Trend continues…. something is pulling in more and more …. couldn’t figure out exactly what is…..sitting idle….. feeling like brain had stopped working….nothing is passed in or out of mind…. driving crazy….sitting in no man’s land….nothings seems to be interesting….i don’t remember sitting this way for a long time…. with no clue what it is all, the only option got is to watch inside silently what it is all and to know exactly where the thorn is stuck ….. may the very being be on my side !!!!
What am i doing right now !!! I dont have an answer !!!
Getting up in the morning, brushing, shitting, bathing, eating breakfast, dressing myself thats washed and ironed by someone, riding a bike all the way from house to office, reach office remove my helmet adjusting my hair style in my half broken rear mirror, getting into lift reaching 8th floor, same security, same smile, same card swipe, pull the chair, switch on only the monitor of already running mahcine, check mails, check mails, check mails, browse something, chit chat about everything from politics to terrorism to bush to (more…)
This is what happened on August 31 st, 2008 chennai marathon, walking in from nowhere. Though i got to know about chennai marathon couple of weeks ago i was not sure if i would be able to go for it b’coz of few other commitments. Anyways whatever in destiny will not be excused and finally two days before marathon i had decided to go for chennai half marathon covering 21.09 km. It was Mr. Arun fondly called as annen who first told me about the marathon run in chennai and that time he was in Helsinki. Finally he was here in chennai during the maraton time and this is how it started. Two of my friends Arun and Karthikeyan also joined us. (more…)
The first bike trip which myself and vivek initially planned for Pollachi topslips ended only in going to Mahabalipuram !!! But still some fresh memories of those running in mind…neways now the second one to Yellagiri around 500kms (up and down) and 10 kms of trek there with Chennaitrekkers club, this time vivek is not there. Only after completing the trip i could tell about the fun, if i could withstand long bike trips, etc, etc….. watever, i am happy about this break from routine eating, sleeping and doing the automated job @ office.
Started a bit early today from house since i had some work in Arvind’s office @ thoraipakkam after which i had to reach my office. My helmet was drenched in yesterday’s rain, so the maximum place i could offer for it was the helmet lock. Added to the early morning, sun was also heating the road a little less. Roads were also not swallowed entirely by cars and two wheelers as it used to during the peak hours. With Raja’s song in iPod and @ only 35-40 km/hr speed it was pleasant to ride my discover bike. All my way i could see human are beautiful ,
1. A brahmin old man was worshipping the morning sun with his arms raised and eyes closed,
2. A girl while crossing the road stopped half the way, closing her eyes by seeing the vehicles coming and opening her one eye after a fraction of seconds, (more…)
Lost in no man’s land, or is everyone in the same island but out of sight…. do i need take a break or that doesn’t gonna bring a difference…. what brought me here all the way school, college and now at office… smile, tears, struggles, fun, ….where am i going….what is waiting for tomorrow… future plans, past fun, (more…)
Time: 8:30 pm.
Location: Guindy station, Chennai.
No one has to elaborate the city traffic at this time in this place. At this place i was in a need to find a place for parking the bike somewhere, since i need to wait for my friend siva and to pick him home. While searching for a parking place, i passed by a road-painting of Sai Baba and a lady collecting the coins thrown by the people crossing it. She was also adjusting the colours slightly at times. Having noticed this in many places i was really interested in knowing their living. So found some place, finally parked my bike and thought i would get into some conversation with the painter women there.I just came near the painting and kept watching for sometime. Few people crossed the place putting some money over the painting and few even stopped to pray to the painting of Sai Baba. By this time the source of light that she kept near got dimmed and she was getting the next one ready. Actually she was burning rolled piece of torn political posters that were posted nearby one by one as a light source(I was happy that these poster atleast has this use).
Its more than a month since i wrote in the blog. Not so busy with work or something but didn’t give a thought about writing. Anyways i am hear sharing the moments i spent in Thiruvanamalai , a place which i visited on December 22, 2007 but planned to go a year back.
Neither i have any relatives there nor i visited the place before that, but whenever i come from my native place Kumbakonam to Chennai the board “Thiruvanamalai xx kms” near Dindivanam made some kind of inpression/attraction in my mind that i decided to visit there some day for sure. Approximate after a year this time i decided to go in the month of december and asked Abhishek a friend of mine on 14 th dec but due to some other reasons we were not able to make up for that week . Then that full week i kept googling and wiki-ing about the place and Sri Ramana maharishi.
Finally decided to visit the temple and place and started from chennai on 21st evening . But one small thing came to my mind. Why not live the city of saints as a saint for one day. (more…)
